Okay, this is my first Tenchi fan fic. In fact, this is my first fan fic of any kind, so please send me comments, criticism, and suggestions to help me with my writing. By the way, it's okay if you want to post this story on your site, but please ask me first. Legal disclaimer: Tenchi Muyo! and its characters are property of Pioneer and AIC. However, this story is mine. Please don't sue me, because I'm just writing this for fun. In fact, I really should be doing my homework right now. (Hey, that's another reason why I shouldn't be sued: I'm just a poor student with no money!) This story is set in the OAV reality, and takes place one year after Manatsu no Eve. If you'd like to read a fan fic that combines the OAV and TV series, you might want to try "Tenchi Muyo!: in Return to Jurai" by AleeN. It can also be found on GenSao's page. Now, on with the story! (Finally!) Confess to You: Chapter One - A Teardrop, Followed by Many More By Literary Eagle (literaryeagle@hotmail.com) Water ... it never stopped ebbing and flowing, sometimes sustaining life, sometimes ending it. Whether it was the tiniest drip or the crash of a mighty wave, any sound water made was a song, to those who knew how to listen. Even the ice-bearing comets in the soundless vacuum of space were a part of the endless symphony, if one knew just how to listen. It was water that nourished Jurai's legendary space trees ... water, and the powers of a goddess. However, the goddess Tsunami was not thinking about Jurai right now. From her otherworldly sanctuary, Tsunami listened to the ebb and flow of the waters on planet Earth, and asked the same question that she had whispered every day for quite some time: "Tenchi ... will this be the day?" Tsunami told herself that even if it was not the day that she hoped for, there was still time. Just as the water would continue with its ebb and flow, Tsunami could continue to wait. However, the truth refused to be ignored, and pushed its way into her thoughts yet again. Deep down, she knew that there was another goddess who could NOT wait much longer. Tsunami sighed. Perhaps it was time to take a more direct approach. She thought of everything that must be done, and of her unfortunate sister... A single teardrop formed in the corner of Tsunami's eye, and with a thought she made it dematerialize. The teardrop of the goddess reappeared on the Earth, second home to Princess Sasami. The young girl was busily setting the table with her latest meal, her latest masterpiece. "Dinner's ready!" Sasami called out as she finished preparations. She enjoyed cooking for everyone in the house. She was fond of saying that it was a way to make up for the fact that her arms weren't big enough to hug all of them at once. Cooking for so many people certainly was hard work, though. Sasami shook her head to make herself feel more awake. She did not notice a tiny drop of water appearing out of thin air and falling into Tenchi's teacup. The members of the Masaki household flocked to the table. "Wow, this looks great, Sasami!" said Mihoshi, her eyes shining with eagerness. The others were quick to voice their agreement. Sitting in her highchair, little Mayuka laughed with delight to see her family looking so happy. In her humanoid toddler form, Ryo-Oh-Ki laughed along with her. Nobuyuki moved the vegetable platter closer to the cabbit-girl. "I can't wait!" said Tenchi, kneeling at his usual spot at the table. Kiyone nodded and also knelt at the table. The food smelled especially good tonight. Washu rubbed her hands together with anticipation. It was unfortunate that Katsuhito had decided to work late at the shrine office. However, Sasami had prepared so much food that there were sure to be leftovers that he could enjoy later. "Bon appetit!" everyone shouted, and then the room was filled with the clatter of chopsticks and the buzz of voices complimenting Sasami's work. Ryoko emptied her bowl of food in three quick gulps, then helped herself to seconds. Ayeka ate at a more leisurely pace, although that certainly didn't mean that she liked the food any less. At first, Tenchi attacked the meal with the same enthusiasm as everyone else, but as time went on, he began to feel unusually tired. He excused himself from the table and, after reassuring everyone that he was all right, went up to his room and slid the door shut behind him. Tenchi didn't even make it to the bed. He sank to the floor and fell asleep immediately. ********************************************************** Tenchi knew that he was dreaming. He recognized the scene in his dream as one of his earliest memories. Tenchi saw himself as a small boy, looking at someone else, a woman. The woman was beautiful. Her lavender kimono nicely complimented her soft gray hair. She was shading herself with an umbrella. The woman closed her eyes with contentment and smiled. She was one of the most special people that Tenchi had ever known. She was someone that Tenchi loved dearly, someone who had been taken away from him much too soon. In Tenchi's eyes, she had always been an angel. Whether an angel on Earth or an angel in Heaven, she would always be Tenchi's mother. Tenchi watched his younger self run up to her, arms outstretched. All too soon, the image of the happy memory faded, and Tenchi's dream changed to another, more recent memory. This woman was also beautiful. The lavender kimono nicely complimented her cyan hair. Light from the window behind her made it seem as if she were glowing. Her eyes were closed with contentment. Tenchi watched himself again, this time only a few years younger than his present age. "Huh?" his younger self said, staring like an idiot at the woman. Finally, he managed to say her name. "R-Ryoko?" Ryoko looked at the younger Tenchi, smiled, and asked him a question. Tenchi saw himself move closer to Ryoko. He recalled that he had been trying to decide if he should tell her how beautiful she looked, or scold her for putting on his mother's kimono without asking. What kind of dream was this? Why did he need to see this memory played before him? The dream progressed exactly as Tenchi remembered the event. Ryoko tore both sleeves off the kimono, and Tenchi tried desperately to wake up and end the dream, for he knew what was going to happen next. But the dream did not end, and he was forced to see and hear all of it. Tenchi saw himself turn away from her, sputtering angrily. "Oh, you!" he said, "I hate you! I hate you!" Tenchi then watched himself run out the room after Ryo-Oh-Ki. Ryoko stayed there, stunned, tears flowing out of her eyes. Tenchi felt intense guilt for having lost his temper the way he had on that day. _I know, I know,_ Tenchi felt like telling his subconscious, _I shouldn't have said that to her. Why are you making me relive this now?_ The scenery changed once again. This one was a much earlier memory than the one with Ryoko. Tenchi saw himself as a small boy again, hovering near his mother. She was resting on a futon in his grandfather's home. Their visit was not as much fun as young Tenchi had thought it would be. "Mommy, c'mon, let's go play!" he said, tugging on her hand. His mother looked at him with sad, weary eyes and said that she was too tired. _Oh God, no, not this!_ Tenchi thought desperately. He remembered what he had said next. _Don't make me see this!_ Young Tenchi's eyes filled with angry tears. "All you ever want to do now is sleep!" he shouted, "I hate you!" He ran out of the room. Tenchi's mother remained on the futon and sighed, closing her eyes, too tired to even cry. _Stop this! Please stop this!_ Tenchi tried to scream, _I don't want to see anymore!_ This had happened only a few days before Tenchi's mother died, only a few days before the angel had flown away. The scene changed yet again. Tenchi saw his younger self on the day of his mother's death. It was snowing. Young Tenchi was crying outside of the cave, which had been one of his favorite places to play. To his amazement, Tenchi saw the air near his younger self begin to shimmer. A transparent Ryoko appeared beside the small boy. She tried to place her hand on the crying child, but could not actually touch him. When he raised his little head, she tried to wipe his tears away, but could not. "I'm sorry," she said, even though young Tenchi could not hear her, "I wish I could comfort you right now. I'm so sorry!" _Did this really happen?_ Tenchi thought, _Was Ryoko actually there with me?_ The dream changed once more. Again, Tenchi saw himself yelling at Ryoko, "I hate you! I hate you!". _No! Stop it!_ Tenchi's mind screamed, _Stop!_ ********************************************************** Tenchi's eyes flew open. He was lying on his side, still on the bedroom floor. His could feel tears sliding across his face. "Oh God," he whimpered, "what a fool I've been." Tenchi rolled over onto his back and stared up at the ceiling. If there was anyone he felt like hating at that moment, it was himself. It had been a long time since Tenchi remembered that one of the last things he had said to his mother was that he hated her. "Mom," he said in a whisper, "Mom, I'm sorry..." He had told his mother many times that he loved her, but he felt that it had never been enough. He could never tell her again. Then Tenchi thought of Ryoko. He had never even once let her know how he felt about her... Ryoko had changed since Tenchi's baby "daughter" Mayuka had joined the family about a year ago. Oh, Ryoko could still be quite outgoing and mischievous, but her fights with Ayeka had become less frequent and far less severe. The last major fight between the girls had ended with Washu smashing huge flower pots over both their heads and saying sternly, "No fighting when there's a baby in the house!". Washu's tactic had worked. After all, Ryoko certainly was fond of little Mayuka. Over the past year, Ryoko had done her best to help take care of her (though not without a few mishaps). She had even reconciled somewhat with her long-lost mother Washu, since she needed to spend more time with her to learn how to care for a baby. In fact, it was now Ryoko and Washu who worked the hardest at looking after Mayuka. Perhaps it was through caring for the baby that Ryoko and Washu made up for the "quality time" that they never had before. They still argued at times, and Washu still hid in her lab now and then, but at least they were trying very hard to work out their differences. At any rate, Tenchi was happy for Ryoko, knowing that at least she had been given a second chance with her mother. Not only had Ryoko changed, but Tenchi's feelings for her had changed as well. No, wait, that wasn't it. Those feelings for her had existed before; it was simply that they had grown stronger over the past year. But why hadn't he TOLD her that? Tenchi couldn't figure out how he had managed to fall asleep on the floor, but he did understand what his dream had been trying to tell him. Over the years, Tenchi had learned to accept the fact that things could not always be explained, and the strangeness of the dream didn't make the truth of its message any less important. His mother had died before he could tell her, one last time, that he loved her. He had never actually told Ryoko how he felt about her, and if she had been killed by Dr. Clay or by Yuzuha... It was a different kind of love, for a different kind of woman, but even still the situation was all too similar. Tenchi knew that he had to do something about it as soon as possible. His unexpected nap had left him feeling unusually energetic. Getting up off the floor, Tenchi sat down at his desk and began writing. He never had been a particularly good speaker, so he tried to write down all that he wanted to tell Ryoko. He wanted to be sure to say everything just right. As he wrote, Tenchi thought about the one part of his dream that hadn't been one of his memories. The image of Ryoko trying to console his younger self puzzled him. Tenchi told himself that it was just the way that dreams were, but he couldn't bring himself to believe that. After all, the rest of the dream had been accurate. Thinking hard, Tenchi suddenly remembered something that Ryoko had said to him a few months earlier. It had been a nice spring night, and Ryoko had invited him to accompany her to a clearing in the woods to drink sake. He had been reluctant at first, but had decided to go with her as a way of saying thanks for her taking good care of Mayuka. As they drank under the stars, Ryoko had begun to talk more openly than she usually did. She had mentioned something about watching over him when he was a little boy! _Now why didn't I remember that until now?_ Tenchi asked himself. It occurred to him that the reason was probably because most of his memories of that night were kind of fuzzy, although Washu had later told him that Ryoko had carried him home while he had been drunkenly singing something about carrot cake. One thing Tenchi did remember was that Washu had cared for Mayuka alone the next day. This was because Ryoko had looked after him, since he had been suffering from his first hangover. He certainly had appreciated her help. Of course, he would have been even happier if she hadn't let him get so drunk in the first place, but anyway... It was a few hours later when Tenchi finally decided that what he had written was exactly what he wanted to say. He folded the piece of paper and put it into his pocket. Now all he had to do was find Ryoko and find a place for them to talk. Tenchi opened his door and stepped out into the hall. The door to one of the other rooms was slightly open. Tenchi could hear Ayeka's gentle voice coming from the room. She was reading a bedtime story to Sasami and Ryo-Oh-Ki. This made Tenchi stop in his tracks. Ayeka. She was one of the reasons why he had not spoken to Ryoko about his feelings sooner. Listening to the sound of Ayeka's voice, Tenchi imagined her soft lips moving as she read the story, and her delicate hands turning the pages... He knew that he wasn't in love with Ayeka. What made Tenchi hesitate was the knowledge that what he was about to do would undoubtedly hurt the gentle princess. To make matters worse, she had already loved someone who had not returned that love. Yosho. Tenchi could understand why his grandfather had not wanted to return to Jurai, but he also knew how upset Ayeka had been when she had found out that his grandfather had been hiding his identity from her. _But if grandpa hurt Ayeka when he hid the truth_ Tenchi thought to himself, _then I wouldn't be any better if I kept pretending that I didn't have feelings for someone else. If I don't go through with this, it would be unfair to both Ryoko and Ayeka._ Tenchi realized that the day he had said those horrible words to his mother had played a crucial role in shaping his personality. He had hesitated in expressing his feelings concerning Ryoko and Ayeka because he was so terribly afraid of hurting anyone again. However, because he had waited so long, his decision would be even harder for Ayeka to take. "What a fool I've been," Tenchi said to himself again. Taking a deep breath, Tenchi strode down the hall and knocked on one of the doors, the one that led to the room set aside for Mayuka. Washu opened the door and smiled at him. "Hey, Tenchi," she said, "come on in. We're just about ready to put Mayuka to bed." Tenchi followed the little redheaded scientist into the room. The walls were decorated with posters of various anime characters. Washu began to place several plush toys (one of them was a crab) into Mayuka's crib. Above the crib was a mobile with little plastic cabbits in every color of the rainbow. On the floor near the crib lay a futon, because Ryoko often slept in Mayuka's room now, instead of on that wooden beam downstairs. Tenchi saw Ryoko rocking Mayuka back and forth in her arms, singing to the baby. He had heard her sing to his daughter every night, but he never tired of hearing her rich, low voice fill his mind with images of stars and happy dreams. How long ago was it when Tenchi had first seen a hint of this side of Ryoko? How long had it taken before he had been able to see beyond the "devil-princess and space pirate"? Was it the time she had desperately attempted to mend his mother's kimono, even though she couldn't sew? No, it was earlier than that. It was on the day that he had died trying to save her from the tyrannical Kagato. That frightened look on her face before Kagato had stunned her and taken her away ... It was only because of the mysterious Tsunami that Tenchi had been given a second chance at life. A second chance at life with Ryoko. Tenchi couldn't believe that he used to undervalue Ryoko's declarations of love, mistakenly thinking that she didn't know what love was. Once she had finished singing, Ryoko handed the baby over to Washu. "Look, Mom, she's asleep," she whispered. Washu's green eyes always lit up whenever Ryoko called her "Mom". It was a sight that always made Tenchi happy, but this time he was too busy looking at Ryoko. "Um, Ryoko," he said, "could I talk with you for a bit? Privately?" "Go ahead," said Washu, "I'll finish up here." "Thanks, Mom," said Ryoko, heading for the door. Tenchi walked over to Washu and Mayuka. "Goodnight, Little Washu," he said. He leaned in closer to the baby in her arms and gently kissed the blue-haired infant on the forehead. "Goodnight, my little Mayuka." Tenchi then followed Ryoko out into the hall. He heard Washu's voice coming through the door, saying, "Don't stay up too late, little Ryoko." Ryoko grimaced slightly. Tenchi grinned and they both went downstairs. Mihoshi and Kiyone were in the living room, watching a soap opera marathon on TV. They didn't notice Tenchi and Ryoko slip outside. The skies were cloudy, and no stars were visible. It was not the perfect summer night that Tenchi had hoped for, but it would have to do. Tenchi carefully led Ryoko a short distance away from the house. He then stopped walking and faced her. In the darkness, he could barely make out her facial features at all. Still, that did not help to ease his nervousness. He could not bring himself to say anything to her. "What's the matter," asked Ryoko, "Washu got your tongue?" Tenchi managed a weak little laugh. Ryoko's voice sounded dead serious as she said, "No, really, has Washu got your tongue? Mom's been lonely lately, so she's constructing a new husband out of Juraian body parts." This time she succeeded in getting a good laugh out of Tenchi. He relaxed somewhat. "I have something that I'd like to say to you," Tenchi began, reaching into his pocket and pulling out the piece of paper that he had written on. He unfolded the paper, then almost let out an uncharacteristic string of swear words. It was too dark outside for Tenchi to be able to read the paper! "Um, I think we're going to have to go back to the house," Tenchi muttered. He led Ryoko to the large windows outside the living room. Tenchi had decided that there was enough light coming from the windows to read by, and that Mihoshi and Kiyone were too engrossed in the soap opera to notice anything else. Besides, even if they turned around, all they'd see would be their reflections. With one hand Tenchi slowly reached out and touched Ryoko's face. In his other hand he held the paper. He prepared to read. "Um ... Ryoko, I'd like to start by saying I'm sorry that I didn't tell you this sooner..." He paused and looked into her beautiful golden eyes. Meanwhile, Mihoshi and Kiyone were watching the soap opera with their mouths hanging open. It was at a really juicy part now! Mihoshi leaned forward and accidentally knocked the TV remote off the armrest of the couch. The volume of the TV shot up to full blast. "Mihoshi! What did you do?" Kiyone exclaimed. Mihoshi picked up the remote and tried to lower the volume, but it didn't seem to be working. Kiyone snatched the remote out of her hand and tried to lower the volume herself, but nothing was happening. "Great," said Kiyone, "I think you broke it!" "Just what is all this noise about?" said Ayeka, coming down the stairs. "Yeah, some of us are trying to sleep," said Sasami, following her sister. Ryo-Oh-Ki, in cabbit form, miya-ed in agreement from her position on top of Sasami's head. "Hey, what's the big idea?" Washu exclaimed, coming down the stairs with a crying Mayuka in her arms, "You woke up the baby!" "What's all this commotion?" asked Nobuyuki, coming down after Washu. "It's okay," Kiyone said quickly, "everything's under control." She got up and pressed one of the buttons on the TV. The volume returned to a lower level. "Yay!" said Mihoshi, "problem solved!" She clapped her hands in delight. The lamp, which was operated by a clapper, promptly turned off. With the light in the room dimmed, the reflection on the windows faded and it was easier to see outside. "Huh?" said Sasami, staring at the windows. Everyone turned to see what Sasami was looking at. They saw Tenchi standing there, gently caressing Ryoko's face. Everyone's mouths dropped open. Tenchi became slightly annoyed when he noticed that the light was gone, except for the dim, flickering light of the TV. He turned his head to see what was going on ... and saw the entire household staring at him. To make matters worse, the soap opera characters on the TV were engaged in something that made Tenchi feel a nosebleed coming on. Suddenly, Ryoko wrapped her strong arms around Tenchi and flew off. He let out a startled yelp as he was lifted into the sky. Everyone inside the house flocked to the windows, but the two had already disappeared. They began to buzz excitedly about what they had just seen. Ayeka, however, remained on the stairs. No one noticed as she sat down, held her head in her hands, and let out a defeated little sigh. In Ryoko's arms, Tenchi was still shaking from the shock of getting yanked into the air so suddenly. "It was getting too crowded back there, don't you think?" Ryoko asked, about to carry Tenchi through the clouds. She wrapped her tail playfully around his waist. Tenchi blinked when he heard Ryoko begin to sing. It was the same song that she sang to Mayuka every night. Now that they were through the clouds, the stars were visible. As they flew, Ryoko kept singing about stars and happy dreams ... before Tenchi knew it, he was singing along with her, his soft, trembling voice joining with hers. Tenchi decided that it was the perfect summer night after all. When the song was done, Ryoko began to descend. She carried Tenchi back through the clouds, and went down to the same clearing where they had gone to drink sake. "Now, I believe you wanted to tell me something?" said Ryoko, setting Tenchi down onto the ground. Feeling much more relaxed, Tenchi prepared to read to her ... and almost let out that string of swear words again. It was still too dark for him to read the paper! Tenchi yelped as Ryoko suddenly fired a small energy blast from her hand. It struck the paper and turned it to ashes. "Tenchi," Ryoko said solemnly, "just say what's in your heart." _She knows_ Tenchi thought to himself. _Oh, for crying out loud, of course she knows! She's not an idiot!_ Tenchi thought of all the things that he wanted to say to her. Where to begin? Finally, Tenchi decided to say the one thing that mattered. Something so simple sounding, and yet so sincere. Why had he taken this long? That wasn't important anymore. All that mattered was this: "Ryoko ... I love you." Tenchi felt embarrassed as tears began to trickle down his face. Ryoko, evidently having better night vision than he did, reached out and gently brushed the tears away. "You don't know how long I've wanted to be able to do this," she said, her voice shaking. Tenchi almost said that yes, he did know. Instead, he pressed his lips against hers. Ryoko's breath quickened with joy, warming Tenchi's face in the cool night. Tenchi placed his arms on her back, and was surprised to find that the powerful muscles there were trembling. He felt Ryoko changing her position slightly, and then her hands coming to rest on his shoulders, lightly caressing them. Moments later, Tenchi tasted something warm and salty that had slid past the corner of Ryoko's lip. It was a teardrop. Startled, he broke off the kiss and pulled back slightly. Had he done something wrong? Ryoko's grip on Tenchi's shoulders tightened just a little, as she pulled him back to her in a close embrace. Her breath came out in rapid little gasps, sounding quite different from the singing her strong voice had produced only moments before. As he had with the song, Tenchi suddenly added his voice to Ryoko's, so that the two of them were both somehow crying and laughing at the same time. The reason for this strange new music was not a complete mystery to Tenchi: At last, Ryoko's dream had come true. At last, Tenchi realized just how much this had been his dream as well. Water ... Tsunami could feel the tears of joy being shared by Ryoko and Tenchi, and sighed happily. The goddess had merely given Tenchi a message. His actions had been up to him. She was relieved that he had made the choice that she had hoped for. "Well done, Tenchi," Tsunami whispered, "Now, at last, I can proceed with my plan. Tokimi ... it has finally begun." When Tenchi and Ryoko returned home, holding hands, everyone was waiting for them in the living room. "Well done, Tenchi!" exclaimed Nobuyuki. Tenchi had an embarrassed smile on his face as everyone gave his or her congratulations. Just then, he noticed Ayeka wordlessly going up the stairs. _Oh, no_, thought Tenchi, preparing to go up after her. He stopped when he felt a small hand grab his wrist. He turned and saw that it was Washu. "Leave her alone for now," Washu said gently, "let her have some time alone." Tenchi reluctantly stayed where he was, hoping that Washu was right. Even though nobody else was in the hall, Ayeka remained silent and composed as she walked towards her bedroom. She quietly entered the room and lay down on her futon. It was only then that she let out a small whimper, and finally the tears came. The tears flowed out until she almost thought that she could drown in them, and still they kept coming. A worried Sasami came into the room a while later. She found her older sister lying perfectly still, staring at the ceiling. The constant flow of tears was the only indication that Ayeka was still alive. As impossible as it might seem, Ayeka made absolutely no sound. It was as if all her songs had been silenced, her tears becoming her voice. TO BE CONTINUED Next chapter: Why the heck is Tsunami playing matchmaker with Tenchi and Ryoko? What are her plans for Ayeka? Stay tuned for Chapter 2 of Confess to You, "Most Noble Princess"! Author's notes: I got the title "Confess to You" from a lovely picture I saw of Tenchi and Ryoko getting married. Actually, now that I think of it, Nagi and Ken-Oh-Ki from the TV series were in that picture, and I wrote this story for the OAV reality! Oops. Um ... and so I confess to you, dear readers, my inability to keep track of all these blasted realities! Seriously though, the only connection my series really has with the picture is the title, so I have no plans to include Nagi or her cabbit in it. By the way, several portions of Tenchi's dream were scenes from episodes 5 and 10 of the OAVs, but some were just the product of my weird imagination. (Sorry, there's no prize for guessing which ones.) Next chapter will of course have more about the Tenchi and Ryoko relationship, but I'm also gonna try to write some interesting scenes for Ayeka and Mihoshi. They aren't my favorite characters, but I think that they get bashed a lot more than they deserve. I don't think that Ayeka is a (rhymes with "witch"), I find that she is an interesting combination of gentle-heartedness and strength. As for Mihoshi, she may be a ditz, but I also think that she is the sweetest and most selfless of the girls, except for Sasami. While I'm at it, I also find that Tenchi is under-appreciated. Sure, he's indecisive, but to call him a "spineless wuss" is a gross exaggeration. If he's so spineless, why has he risked his life so many times to help his friends? Anyway, please send C&C, suggestions, or questions concerning the story to me at literaryeagle@hotmail.com Okay, I'm done babbling for now. Thanks for reading, and hopefully I'll see you next chapter! Text copyright 1998, Literary Eagle (But the characters belong to Pioneer and AIC)